So one year has almost passed. And things have a way of coming back atcha the same way the earth does its thing around the sun.

I guess I should count my blessings, but I'm trying hard not to begrudge others theirs...God knows what I'm feeling now. Perhaps its also time to let go of that which I held on for so long...its time to part company, let go and let God.

And this is the time for me really to shut up, because there are far more urgent and critical concerns of others at this point rather than my petty issues. But sometimes I wish I just had one person whom I could pour everything out to. Never ever found such a person yet.

I could talk to God, but its not the same.

One year on and I'm still a sailess rudderless boat in oceans unknown. But I know God is there with me.

I just wish my boat could have more more person...life would be more bearable I guess

One more soul to tread the lonely road with me....and not just a visitor...

But who to take along?

Life's like a message in a bottle....only when its completed its sojourn on the high seas then can its message be read. Before that...one can only hope. and guess, and pray.

I need to pray more, trust more, and believe more

Believe that He makes all things beautiful in His time, not mine
Believe in a Blessed Ever After and a Well Done Good And Faithful Servant.
Believe...help me believe