This is one post which I'm probably gonna regret posting but here goes anyway. Disclaimer: I'm not as negative as you think. And I'm not wallowing in self pity even if it seems so.

101 reasons to be pessimistic this year

1) I lead an extremely boring life
2) I got an S grade for Chinese A levels
3) One of my closest friends has been diagnosed with cancer
4) I just don't understand maths vectors
5) I didn't get an A for PW
6) I have been unsuccessful in outreach so far
7) My glasses are damaged and I haven't fixed them
8) I am constantly indunated by other people's problems but no one can solve mine
9) My other close friend has sort of grown distant
10) Fellowship attendance is dropping
11) I am ostracised by a certain group of people( I won't say who)
12) I have few friends
13) My wrist has been injured since march and its not healed yet
14) My dad screams at my sis every other day
15) My sis throws a tantrum on the other days
16) I regularly lose track of my stuff
17) My study schedule is in chaos
18) I have failed all my Maths tests this year
19) I have failed all my Chem tests this year
20) After 2 years in Chariskidz I still find it a challenge to relate to some types of kids
21) I couldn't take a H3 subject
22) I'm not applicable for many scholarships coz I take only 10 AUs
23) I'm a regular latecomer
24) My room is in a deplorable mess
25) I don't have enough time to sleep
26) I get stressed up over the slightest things
27) My CCA record sucks
28) There are not enough mature youths to take care of the younger ones
29) Many youths are dissatisfied with PG even though God placed him as our leader
30) I suffer from SACDS (severe acute chocolate deprivation syndrome)
31) I'm destined to be a nerd
32) I just can't reach an A for GP
33) My ear is infernally blocked and I'm partially deaf
34) Mid years are only 1 month away and I'm still trying to catch up on tutorials
35) We are not of one body, one spirit, one mind
36) I seem to be failing as a leader
37) I'm pessimistic even though I try not to be
38) I'm getting old
39) Fellowship now has many restrictions
40) I keep disappointing others
41) I hurt others often and realise it too late
42) I hurt myself wen I hurt others
43) The food in AJ canteen is deplorable
44) My pet elephant hates me
45) I keep losing my clothes
46) I really really hate conflict, so to avoid it sometimes I give in
47) My IQ seems to have plunged
48) My EQ hasn't stopped plunging
49-101) Still thinking...I'm sure there are more

This seems like a laundry list of dystopia....but I'm sure things will get better...somehow....God will make a way, where there seems to be no way